Even if you never loved me you shouldn't want to see me hurt. The many tears we shed and the heartbreak in our lives that brought us closer together. It's been almost a year now, since we broke up. It's helped a bunch, but I still feel empty without your presence sometimes. I know sometimes you can be a little confused, we both can be, we are human. I just know that I have found an unbelievably wonderful and beautiful person that I would do absolutely anything for. But every other pair of lines meets once and then drifts apart forever.
But I always knew and feared that the rough patches will come along the way. I have learned to think about everything in a positive manner, never to judge a book by its cover, but read the story first. Even if it's just out of curiousity. I wonder if you feel the way I do. I even showed change in that aspect, and you were still not interested.
I remember how those blue and black pair of spectacles made you call me ' chashmish' and how it made you my only ' bunny'. It is very sad but worse would be continuing with you without love. Do not forget to visit our page for more , forgiveness, birthday or for any other time in your life. Yes I did improve quite a bit, I used have suicidal and murderous thoughts a few months back, may be as psychologists call it was my Anger Phase, Now here I am in the third phase of loss called Grief. We have been talking for the past couple of days, and I appreciate that you took the time to talk to me and hear me out.
Our ideas and opinions never differed on the broader issues that concerned us. I miss the good times we shared. The only regret that I have is the fact that everything we had between us went in vain just because of a few misunderstandings, none of which were our faults. I have not spoke or seen her in person for about 2 mouths I give my ex my email have not heard from her is this that our relationship has now ended. I think on some level whether it is big or small, every relationship will have second thoughts or doubts. I will not text you, I will not email you, I will not call you.
I already know this isnt an attractive question to you but I'm not interested in being attractive to you. No matter how difficult or stubborn she gets, still love her just the same. Just be there by my side during my bad times. And for that I'm really thankful to you! They are color coded for your convenience. One minute we would be perfectly fine laughing about in each other's presence, the next minute we would be going at each other's throats like two ravenous dogs. The most important thing you can do, is to not let your emotions weaken your apology and make it less effective. All this time without you made me realize the errors that I would now want to repair.
I believe your leaving me was a boon in disguise. Our sweetest love letters to girlfriend are some of the best ways to express that expression of love. Then set it aside for another couple days and do the same thing. Anyways I am not going to send you this post, so there is a high chance that you might never read it, so no use of complaining. So here I am controlling over my mortal urges since the last one month. Especially late at night when I have my thoughts to myself. I had a lot to say and a lot to talk to you in person but that day never came.
Moving on for me is merely an acceptance of what has happened with no regret for what never will. The ways in which we thought about things were never different. I don't want to call you my ex. Name of the person I know that many things have happened between you and I, things that we do not like, things that have depressed us, things that have brought us insecurity, however, there is a feeling we can still see, and I know that if we talk clearly, we will be able to fix any issues from the past. I have always wanted to say her a lot of things. There is a very thin line between being practical and being naive and oblivious of reality and failing to realize that there exists a world outside our minds with equal degrees of truth in it. You saw the dark clouds, stopped in your tracks, started walking back and almost convinced yourself that the sun will never shine again.
If you really loved that other guy, you should have broken up with me by saying it upfront. I wish you all the happiness and success in the future Karen. I hope time heals your pain, just as I hope it heals mine. Give her all you can and know that right now you have the greatest gift that God could of possibly given to you. I miss how my hand seemed to perfectly fit yours along with the feeling of home and contentment whenever you're holding mine. Sometimes my friends ask me, how do we do it, how have we been together for so long and still waxing strong? I haven't been able to get back what I had left 9 months back because of you. Every situation in life can be resolved if only there is a firm will and an honest effort to work towards solving it.
If you ever loved me you would do that for me and get over the pride that makes you say its not my business to know. Some of your clothes are still at my apartment. I understand that you are already dating, not one man, but a few. I remember that I once confessed it to you after you told me you felt the same way. One of the greatest joys we can have in life is a relationship, but still as in all things there can also be difficult times and perhaps the most complicated of all is the breakup with your girlfriend. And that's been possible only because of you for if things wouldn't have gone wrong then I'd never have realised what I really wanna do in my life! Tell her she's beautiful every chance you get.